All we can do is keep breathing

Keep Breathing - Ingrid Michaelson

I use numbness. I'm afraid to feel. I barricade myself against everything, disappointment to hope, sadness to joy. I'm a coward. And sometimes I feel I'm wasting a life away.

“Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.” 

My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult 

I've got my life in a suitcase, ready to run run run away

The Day I Lost My Voice (The Suitcase Song) - Copeland

You painted me in pastel, colours that don't tell of any boldness

The Artist - The Hush Sound

I love jellyfish. They're so mysterious and beautiful and terrifying all at once.

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable

Breathe (2AM) - Anna Nalick

The fog going down Mt. Tateyama made things dangerous and beautiful all at once.

Listening: Untitled - The Gazette

Two of the best shows ever created: One Piece and Firefly. 

I'm starting the love Grey's Anatomy as well.

Come on, come on, put your hands into the fire

Into The Fire - Thirteen Senses

How I wish people weren't so self-obsessed. How I wish to run off to some faraway place and start anew.
It's something I feel like I have to prove to myself and the world. I'd rather be forgotten than looked down upon.

Toyama, Japan in May - June 2012. One of the most meaningful two weeks of my life.