Come Home - OneRepublic ft. Sara Bareilles
Still nervous and excited for two weeks in Japan. I'm leaving tomorrow, but I've barely packed. I can't wait to see the place, though.
I passed by Final Theory Test for driving, thank goodness. Now all I have to worry about is my Practical Test. Hopefully I can get my license before university begins.
Speaking of university, I'm conflicted about signing up for freshmen orientation camps. A part of me knows I should go for the sake of making friends and knowing more about the school, but the rest of me feels like too much of a social disaster. The last camp I'd been too was in Secondary 2 and have gone to extraordinary measures to avoid camps ever since. I don't want to have to spend three days straight putting up with over-enthusiastic people and the pressure to join in. It's all so fake and desperate I can't see myself enjoying it.
On another note, while this may be premature to think about, I'm afraid of letting people down if I don't go to Bangkok in June. It'll be fun, cheap shopping and late nights in the hotel all to ourselves, but I don't know if I'm up to it. Yet.
JAPAN. JAPAN. JAPAN. JAPAN.
I wonder if Erika and Janice are as nervous as I am.
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