The Last Fight - Bullet For My Valentine
Which is worse, trying too hard or not trying at all? I just want to stay at home and drown myself in books the rest of the holidays.
On the bright side, work officially ends in two days. Although a small part of me wants to stay on and help J and maybe S with the reports, the urge to slack at home is stronger. That sounds pathetic, and probably is to most people, but I feel like I've been so caught up in making money I've neglected everything else. I'm tired all the time. I haven't earned much, and only recently did I accept that I can never earn enough. I've made barely enough for my trip to Japan, but there's no point in stressing over it. Plus, I think I need to regain some self-confidence before heading out into the working world again. At least I'll always know that no job can be as horrible and downright boring as my previous retail job at CM.
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